dont ever give me hope if you cant really make me happy

i know im not a long hair girl but i will make my hair longer~
i know im not cute but i will be myself~
i know im too tall but i try not to use high heels when going out~
i know im not a person you find.. but i know you are the person i find..

even we are not couple.. but sometimes you will suddenly find me on midnight..
even we are not couple.. but sometimes you will go playground acc me even you wan to sleep..

even we are not couple.. but sometimes you treat me so good until i drop in your hole.. and cant get up!!...

even we are not couple.. but sometimes you will acc me go easyway but the most i like de milky pearl + twice time pearl..

you suddenly like my superman... whenever i call you , you sure came.. wherever i call you , you will be my side..

i feel like being love by someone.. but tat love is not a couple de love..
but maybe its only a best frens should do de things.. or even he treat me as his sister..


only me.. "zhi zuo duo qing" tat thinks he like on me..>~< no he doesnt.. he like de ppl is SIAO LI ... why should i keep "xian zhu ta bu fang??" hmmm maybe i should let it go.. this is the 4th times i fail on my life in my love journey~... i so damn stupid.. i so damn noob~ 爱上一个不爱我的人 ， 而有时要为他的担心。 i give trap by him..!!!>_< sorry nicole i make you sad coz of my sturbon..


nicole sorry!!! sorry!!!sorry!!!
hope you see it ~ 16/2/2011
hey, there... ! if you see this can you tell him ?