wan stay need to make big effort on it..=D

yesterday
professor Jeong come rockschool den he gave us new piece again O_O'''
upperden.. it is really syok tat song... "petite symphonies"
so we sit by group.. 1st violin and 2nd violin.
i sit next to jessamy at 1st.. as usual i play high note.. she play low note..
as usual as orchestra.
so i so happy la that time coz new pieces den can sit with her..

but....
who knows..
professor Jeong change me into 1st violin.. sit next with sky..
but who knows.. Professor jeong ask him to play 2nd violin..
AND AT LAST I SIT ALONE... AT BACK!!>< while im look at the score.. i tot it is easy.. but who knows.. hard until i sweating while im playing.. >< wa.. 1st time in my life i sweating because of this new pieces.. den that time i also got abit scare.. coz 1st time i play 1st violin.. that time i so hope i can back to my own group back.. >< coz even nicholas them also cant play so well >< me again.. zzz for sure die coz i just learn this for few month and ask me to play this piece.. O_O Ki xiao.. so after the school is over i keep mumbling tat about the professor really gonna CRAZY ... so i still sit alone lo tat time can how.. >< haix.. but until reach the high note.. i really die.. coz i DONT KNOW how to play...den i haven been change next to nicholas.. i sit beside him.. but i really still dont know again.. zzzz so terpaksa acting.. jessica say only this weeks .. acting infront him den after this few days i can go back my 2nd violin already.. den today is the last day of the professor to teach us so i can go back my 2nd violin le.. but.............. who know's.... i feel so bad , so sad , unhappy.. coz i will been change soon.. coz 我不舍得.. but i know.. my violin standard haven reach 1st violin so tat pro.. so i need accept the truth tat i need to go back to 2nd violin if i still cant get dao.. because of i wan stay at 1st violin.. i need to learn more hard.. !!!!!!!! i need to practice More Hard..!!!>< aza aza fighting nicole!!! wan stay need to make effort!! so tat i still dont know weather i still at there or not.. Anyway.. as if i try my best to practice well in 1st violin.. but i still gv change into 2nd violin i still need to happy coz i already make effort on it.. 1st and 2nd i doesn't have a big different.. it's the same still play on *violin* ^^ hahaha.. wan stay need to make big effort on it..>< !!